-LoVe-

i LOVE enjoying life

i LOVE having a cup of starbucks at it outlet and on9

i LOVE using their wifi to on9

i LOVE sitting there and relax there

but i DONT love to spend a lot of money money money there

having a cup of extra coffee mocha frappucino

hmm..too sweet for me..

should have go for the soy green tea something

went to buy ticket for tomorrow..

owh..im out of town for 2days..

and when I back..I should go and get a job I guess..

i am kinda regret buying a drink here..

was suppose to wait somebody, a friend to pick up her stuff..

once I settled down everything with my drink..

she called up and meet at the bus stop ok lo..no choice

then ewei&json called up

saying they're on their way..

so end up it kinda waste my money rite..buy such exp drink and cant fully utilize it haha

anyway..it's been a while

I didnt enjoying and relaxing at this exp coffee shop haha

good to have this feel once a while..

love is torturing

everybody think love is something very nice
very beautiful and it is good to be loved or loving other
but..love can bring harm too..
hurt is always come from love that turns out something else

love a person who are not supposed to be loved is suffer..torturing
or maybe loving a person who are not in love or never love us back still the same
it is bad..when a side keep giving out and hope to gain some back which they never get
it is sad when the truth is there and just dont want to accept it
it is pathetic when we have to accept the truth..which we are forced to accept it

but people..-we-..still hope there is chance..even any single chance
a chance that the person we love will take a look back at us of what we had done for them
and they will start to appreciate of what we did and saying thanks perhaps

yet how many will survive from that?
how many they really turn around and have a glance at what had we did?
how many will get what we hoping here in the cold dark corner..
waiting to be saved..
waiting to be loved..
waiting to get some attention..

sad rite when things so grey and there is no hope at all
so people do prefer stay in the lies??
in the dream that someday when wake up dreams come true?
guess..it all depends whether you want to wake from the dream
or continue waiting at the cold dark corner
waiting people to save...
waiting the light come in and show the way out of it..

outdated!!

I am so so outdated!!!!!
so do my blog too..
its been more than a month I didnt update rite...wao..

I am back at KL now..
and many things had changed..
a lot..and I am super outdated..
is time to make myself connect back to the world..
connect back to KL at least...

working nonstop for 2weeks..
and something I dont know is a compliment or not..
when I speak malay, they will ask...
are u a chinese? where are u from?
and most of the answer I got when I ask back why?
98% of them thought I am from Sabah
because I have the accent!!!!!
only 2years I stay there and every sem break I back KL
and now I got the accent there already..aiyoyo..should I happy for this? no idea haha

will get my blog revive soon..starting tomorrow I guess..
I will keep updating my blog and things that happened
as well as things I want to share so much

KKFM recording

pheeww...4months holiday is not easy for me especially have to do recording..

tough tough...both me and yuan prefer to do live more than recording because..
recording is so so fake and not lively and troublesome..
and we only manage to do 2recording each time because when too many
it is so so boring and totally no idea what to say next...

had staying over at conti for 2nites...
1st nite only manage to do 1 recording and 2 teasers..
because lot of us were there so hav2 to take turn and do recording..
then the 2nd time was yesterday nite
manage to do 2 recording..not bad



yesterday nite went to tapao McD after 1 recording
then after supper continue another recording..
then both us like super tired and no mood dy
our tongue really twisted haha..so we stopped
and I played ps haha..yuan on9 i guess..

tomorrow have to go conti and settle everything before I go back..
must be a responsible person and settle those things...

is the 2nd day I staying alone at this house
kinda lonely here staying alone
nobody talk with me nobody play with me
this house once full of noises and laughter
but now all left..sound sad rite..

nvm la..2more days then I will back home
again that home is a lonely place too..
but I have friends ^^
dear baobaoz...wait me back and have a gathering ^^