update

my oh my...
now only I realize I never blog any about my so call 'part time' job as tour guide
I had been a tour guide for twice, I think a good one
but I never blog about it
how can I forget about it..
how can I neglect that important post so that I can promote Sabah especially Kota Kinabalu

okok..I promise will blog about it soon
when I am done with editing some of the pictures and when I have the good connection
getting lazier to edit pictures and blog nowadays
because I prefer so sleep..I know I'm a lazy pig

yet I am going to do so because I left a month time in Kota Kinabalu here
then I will start a new journey at Malacca, Sg.Udang prison for my practicum..
so, here I promise will blog about the tour guide experiences soon
and introduce more about Kota Kinabalu to you who reading
wait for me..

Achiever

things always happens not the way you wish

maybe this is what God wants 

because He thinks things you wish is not things you need

I am always in dilemma situation

I want it and I own it

now when I owned it, I feel it is not enough

and I try to achieve what I want

but because of my laziness and my dont know how to explain attitude

I will forget then ignore it

this semester is really a growing up semester for me

many things happened and still happens

many things I am in the learning process of how to handle it

I made a decision that I think I am so so stupid by decide so

because I have no courage to do what my mind ask me to

because I have no courage to face it alone all by myself

I owned it now

yet, am I will own it forever?

am I really getting what I got now or it just a dream?

a sweet dream that keeps me from awake

a sweet dream that I want to stay asleep and not coming back to the reality

I wish I can do what I want so freely

I wish I can achieve what I want easily

 I wish I can keep what I owned now

the matter, can I?

It is not easy to achieve although I got it already somehow 

My Love

Everyday is a blissful day

it's been while I didn't blog

quite busy and a little little bit, poco poco poco lazy

btw, poco is little in Spanish

I miss those days I got time to edit photos and blog about it

I miss those days I will take out some time to share anything about me or things I think worth to share

but lately things not going that easy

many things happened

and my status or things that I posted quite emo *I know is very not quite*

My love for you should be unconditional

should be infinity.. it always come with a but..

but I can't do so..

I can't love you as I suppose to be

I can't be nice to you because of what you did

I can't be the person I should be or you wish to be

of course, I will try

I will try my best to be the person I should be and also you wish I am

because you're my love one

because of you I will change myself

maybe because I am a greedy person

I want things to be perfect

I don't like things that not perfect, less likely to perfect still acceptable

therefore, please give me more time

maybe you had waited for quite a long time

don't give up on me..

I will change myself to be a better person 

for things I love, the one I love

It hurts

been neglecting my blog for a while..
until now still very very busy and I still not doing things I should finish up

got something that really bothers me lately

until I have no mood, really no mood

this is not me, I don't want to be what I am now

I dont like it..never like who am I now

have to change

change back or change to a person I wish I want to be I like to be

it hurts when I cant do things I like

it hurts when I cant accept who am I

it hurts when I cant accept what others did to me

but I have to accept it

because this is life..

this world is not just and fair

so, things will not happen as I like as I want it to be

just be grateful of what happens everyday

be grateful when I can wake in the morning

and sleep during the night

love myself before anybody love me..sunburn on me  is thing that had happened and never forget I got  such sunburn although it might gone and back to my fair skin

Double Happiness

double rainbow double happiness

this I saw when I was driving to airport, basically stuck at the jam

and I saw this double rainbow <3

such a lovely opening of my trip

fetch cousins and aunt and friends at airport

they will be here from today, Tuesday until Saturday yuhoo~~

now online-ing, will be sleeping at Cititel Express

back from Gayang Seafood Restaurant at Jalan Sulaman

will update a complete post soon..

tomorrow early morning will drive to Kundasang

will stay a nite at Golden Kundasang Highland

hmm..guess will be chilling chilling cool cool..

then Thursday morning will go to Kudat..yes yes I want to go and snap lot photos there

I mean they taking picture of me inside it hahaha

tons of assignment waiting for me..

right after I back from Kudat on Thursday, 

I hate have to start an assignment and rush it like nobody business

because Friday will go island early morning until night only back *sigh*

that damn report I have to finish it before Friday night

imagine do I have time to do..think...damn it...

anyway, don't let those stupid fucking irritating stuff spoiled my mood

here is a short message I want tell all my dear lecturers

Dear Lecturer, semester break or holiday is for us to relax and enjoy ourselves once a while because we deserve a little holiday after so many hardwork. Giving assignments or midterm after semester break is not helping at all because we as student will delay our work..end up, holiday like shits..please consider we are not only student for 1 lecturer but at least 7..so, each lecturer ask us to do a little thing will become a lot already. Please understand us and bare with us..Try to think some alternatives or new changes of system or what for students' better future..

April Fool

why 1st of April is April Fool??

I don't care it just another day for me to live..

this year April Fool or today is so so special

thanks to Golden Screen Cinema for giving out free movie tickets =)

as GSC's 25 Anniversary and coincidentally 1st April where everyone they giving out free ticket is a joke?

NO JOKE.. GSC is giving out 25, 000 free movie passes for the show at 2.50pm

of course first come first serve basis

so I woke up super early, go Gaya Street, to find some spot or scene for our movie *what movie? next time I'll share*

with Taira, Janice and Yuan

then 10am I go to Suria and queue for movie passes

Mirror Mirror is the movie we will watch later ngek ngek

yuhoo~~ yellow means free izit?

actually me and yuan got duty for KKFM

is UMS Roadshow 2012 at Suria Sabah 

if you want to know more about UMS, and manage to read it now

come to Suria Sabah, we will have booths from each school that might suitable for you

come and ask to know more about it

we wil be here until 6pm =)

For U, I care

this is a special post for a special one..

she is so so active 

not in sport, but her mouth..sometimes, most of the time

she is younger than me only 1 yr

she still like a princess

physically from gal to lady

mentally..erm, got la grow hahaha

she is Annie *Gabrielle* Lim Ker Wei 

why my post about her?

because is her Birthday =)

I actually forget late to wish her because I was busy

here a special Birthday post for u <3

below u can choose any present you want

these from Langkawi le..dont play play haha

earing?? look nice rite...

ring?? I got a similar one..

a colorful one?

lot chocs rite?? hehehe.. chocolate or me?? ngek ngek

hmmm..is a little bit hard for me to get u those present le..

so if u wan so much, u may download it and print it out

then make it a 3D fir yourself..I dont mind

there's no copyright or something hahaha

I know u like cheesecake..

if or by any chance u come KK, I buy u this cheesecake =)

I promise..this is a super delicious cheesecake

come and redeem your cheesecake haha

-yummy-

Happy Birthday Ker Wei

wish you..

pretty pretty..

sweet sweet..

all your wishes come true *I know you're a greedy chick*..

happy happy..

fair fair skin..

ok, enough..too much then next year cant wish anymore haha

Happy belated Birthday =)