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cruel

I am cruel

I really bad

I am mean and cruel

nothing else can describe who am I anymore

I am cruel

I hav no idea why I acting such jerk

when I am clearly know and realize what shud I do

when I am clearly identified myself is cruel and mean

I shud know what to do to make things right

but I stil acting d same way I am now

I just say i am bad I am bad I am cruel but no action

jerks rite

yap wai ee u are a jerk

u suckss..u mean..u bad..u cruel

u never ever be forgiven of what u are doing now

please do something u think u shud and right to do

dont just complaining without any action

people ned u now and u shud know what is d right thing to do

u shud help out and make ppl feel better

dun just think and complain bout it

do it..take out ur courage and do it

dun wait anymore...go for it

but will I?

can I?

I duno =.=

2 swollen eyes...

I also duno why I got this thing call 'ngan tiu zham'

it so so damn ugly

right eye 1st..bottom..my beloved beautiful eye

few days later left eye follow up..top

izit must be fair for a pair??

no idea rite..me too..

it really very ugly

just like I got punched by some1

luckily this is exam week and I will not meetin up with lot ppl

oh..I just hope it will go away soon..

it just ugly la..

it never appear since ages..

I used to get 1 of these when I was a kid..

go away

faster go away from me

leave me ASAP..

ugly rite..yuckss..

Happy belated Birthday Bell

30April2010

today is Kelvin Wong's Bday..

instead celebrating his bday I celebrate Bell's bday..

her chocolate banana and waffle ice-cream

our day start with..

we - veronica casandra chloe - celebrated Bell's Bday at 1B again..

no choice la we got meetin at 7pm later so I actually duno why cant go KK lepak..haha..nvm

we go 1B straight after our paper..every1 tak sabar2 wan go 1B lo haha..

once reach there sure hunt for food~~~

took our lunch at d KamTong again..

and I actually duno d real name of d restaurant and we call it HongKong everytime haha..

after lunch we watched Ip Man 2..

nice movie..it got humour action moral..good story line..

and I didnt fall asleep in d cinema for action movie..hahaha..applause..haha

saw lotssssss studentsssssss

everybody go 1B after exam..everybody go movie..

Hall2 at GSC is bit like DKP2 ahahaha waiting for lecture..

hell NO!!

all waiting for YenYen lo..who YenYen ahaha.. Donnie Yen la..lol XD and Sammo Hung..

after movie is time to laksanakan our main purpose our main motive our main goal of d day..

a suprise bday celebration for Bell~~~

well..for me it not tat suprise aso cuz she kinda knew it..haih..failed..

we went New York New York

d food there is damn damn delicious yet expensive of course..

'1 fen chin 1 fen for'

suprise for Bell..??

she duno we celebrating her bday on d day..she tought it is a simple outing after exam..

after ordered our drinks and foods..

me and cas went out to get cake at SR..

we really totally no idea wat present wana giv her..duno wat can we get for her..

ice-cream?? cake??

end up we ordered a chocolate ice cream waffle at NewYork and bought a chocolate banana from SR

d waiter from NewYork will wish her Happy Bday when he serve d waffle..

how we do it w/o bell noe..haha..tis is tough

me&cas lepak-ing outside NewYork and d menu thr..

until d waiter notice us..

I look like a 'soh poh' knocking d window..jux while knock softly ni..

but waiter cant notice me aso..too bad...luckily he stop talkin wit his frens

den ni notice and pay attention thr's some1 outside kacau kacau-ing

thanx their cooperation for d so call suprise haha..

ok..now introduce our food of d day..

Mushroom bla bla bla Pizza

Roasted Mushroom Cappucino Soup

Latino Chicken Chop

cas * veron * chloe * bell

lol..triangle love huh.. XD

dun kill us because of cheatin on u.. xD

oh ya..for those lovely ladies who LOVES fake eyelashes...SASA got PROMOTION now..

faster grab 1 la..

I grab 1 dy haha...so now I got 3 fake eyelashes dy..hehe..

so fake rite haha..MOS waiting for it la..