been neglecting my blog for a while..
until now still very very busy and I still not doing things I should finish up
until now still very very busy and I still not doing things I should finish up
got something that really bothers me lately
until I have no mood, really no mood
this is not me, I don't want to be what I am now
I dont like it..never like who am I now
have to change
change back or change to a person I wish I want to be I like to be
it hurts when I cant do things I like
it hurts when I cant accept who am I
it hurts when I cant accept what others did to me
but I have to accept it
because this is life..
this world is not just and fair
so, things will not happen as I like as I want it to be
just be grateful of what happens everyday
be grateful when I can wake in the morning
and sleep during the night
love myself before anybody love me..sunburn on me is thing that had happened and never forget I got such sunburn although it might gone and back to my fair skin |