Problems

Problems around me..

hate it..

many things I have to make desicion..

many things that I have to choose..

many things which I need to do but I cant do it..

STPM just around the corner

and I still relax here..

watching the time pass..

I hate myself..

hate being this way..

I've been ask myself..

Am I doing the right thing now..??

Am I made the right decision..??

can somebody answer me..??!!!

well..

seems like there is nobody can help

I have to solve the problems by myself

destiny is in my hand

my life is control by me

none of them can decide what I want can I do and what should I do

I have to learn

I have to grow up

I'm 19 now

I'm not a kid anymore

stop being so childish

and do what should I do!!!!!!